Bottled up feelings

Its something inside me that has left me at this point. My thirst to write has taken over me. My emotions are bottled up and every sight of a keyboard or paper, is calling me. Sometimes I wonder why people bottle up there feelings. But now I realize, the reason my emotions are sitting in that bottle, its to protect myself. Sometimes when your heart begins to make decisions for you, you are not thinking straight. One cannot make rational decisions based on love but based on knowledge. When you have good knowledge of something you make the right decision clearly. However when our emotions are out in the open we tend to over think and our emotion interfere with the way we interact. I could think of so many scenarios where this happens. The main one is when you are interested in a guy, and you start to believe that your interested in him. Then you over think every move you make and every move he makes. Now that you believe that there are feeling you are shy, anxious, worried, happy, sad, confused, and afraid. All these feeling are normal but you become completely unaware of how you feel because you are afraid to feel. Ladies I think that if you are one of those people that bottle up emotions be careful. Im telling you to be careful because eventually, it will only drive you crazy and you will explode.